What an awesome day. Woke up at 12. Go town at 1.30 with bro.
We had a lil bit of bro to bro time. He knows about my relationship! hahahas. He kept pestering me about telling me more about her. He was damn impressed with my choice. Which is why I love her so much. hehehe.
Anyway, went to town and bought 3 essential items needed for survival. a skinnie jean, a checkered belt and a pair of leather Converse Shoes. Damn I was happy. People working their asses off at home to study while I'm here in town shopping. =))
I was on budget though.All that 3 items bought for $148.80?! Too little leh. hahas.
Then went to bugis street to see-see. Went home and damn I was tired. still got tuition on night. damn sleepy lars.Good luck to her who will be starting her EOY papers tmr.
HAPPY 1 MONTH ANNIVERSARY TO US!
Even though right now, we seem far apart and never text or chat, I still hope you love me the same way that I do.
30 September, 2007
28 September, 2007
a Friday that seems like a Saturday.
Got through EL P1 and SS paper.
The invigilator woke me up 15 mins before end.
why? I haven't completed my section 2. =) sleepy lars.
than came NIGHTMARE 2 (1 is MT) Social Studies.
Barely made it through. Essay easier than the Source-based.
met up with bro after Friday prayers.
chill at home for a while before going to pump bicycles.
Thanks Min for lending a hand for the other bicycle! =)
and FCUK! My Haro Bike gear is dented! argh!!
now can't go for biking sessions.=((
oh yea, police came by when we were playing soccer.
as usual we practice our emergency drills
which is to run away as fast as we could.
at night went night riding with Haikal, Saiful and Amirul.
Damn relaxing at first then an 'incident' ruined everything.
Quite nice actually go night riding.
I'll be waiting for you until you are free.
Until then, your problems can be mine to solve.
Just let you know, i'll be there for you
and always be cheerful. <3
Got through EL P1 and SS paper.
The invigilator woke me up 15 mins before end.
why? I haven't completed my section 2. =) sleepy lars.
than came NIGHTMARE 2 (1 is MT) Social Studies.
Barely made it through. Essay easier than the Source-based.
met up with bro after Friday prayers.
chill at home for a while before going to pump bicycles.
Thanks Min for lending a hand for the other bicycle! =)
and FCUK! My Haro Bike gear is dented! argh!!
now can't go for biking sessions.=((
oh yea, police came by when we were playing soccer.
as usual we practice our emergency drills
which is to run away as fast as we could.
at night went night riding with Haikal, Saiful and Amirul.
Damn relaxing at first then an 'incident' ruined everything.
Quite nice actually go night riding.
I'll be waiting for you until you are free.
Until then, your problems can be mine to solve.
Just let you know, i'll be there for you
and always be cheerful. <3
Labels: that promise
Sum 41 - With Me
I don't want this moment
To ever end
Where every thing's nothing, without you
I wait here forever just to,
To see you smile
Cause it's true
I am nothing without you
Through it all
I've made my mistakes
I'll stumble and fall
But I mean these words
[Chorus]
I want you to know
With everything, I won't let this go
These words are my heart and soul
And I'll hold on to this moment you know
As I bleed my heart out to show
And I won't let go
Thoughts read unspoken
Forever and vow
Pieces of memories
Fall to the ground
I know what I did and how so
I won't let this go
Cause it's true
I am nothing without you
On the streets, where I walked alone
With nowhere to go
I've come to an end
[Chorus]
In front of you're eyes
It falls from the skies
When you don't know what you're looking to find
In front of you're eyes
It falls from the skies
When you just never know what you will find
(What you will find [x4])
I don't want this moment
To ever end
Where every thing's nothing, without you
[Chorus x2]
I don't want this moment
To ever end
Where every thing's nothing, without you
I wait here forever just to,
To see you smile
Cause it's true
I am nothing without you
Through it all
I've made my mistakes
I'll stumble and fall
But I mean these words
[Chorus]
I want you to know
With everything, I won't let this go
These words are my heart and soul
And I'll hold on to this moment you know
As I bleed my heart out to show
And I won't let go
Thoughts read unspoken
Forever and vow
Pieces of memories
Fall to the ground
I know what I did and how so
I won't let this go
Cause it's true
I am nothing without you
On the streets, where I walked alone
With nowhere to go
I've come to an end
[Chorus]
In front of you're eyes
It falls from the skies
When you don't know what you're looking to find
In front of you're eyes
It falls from the skies
When you just never know what you will find
(What you will find [x4])
I don't want this moment
To ever end
Where every thing's nothing, without you
[Chorus x2]
26 September, 2007
Note to self: thou shall not do more pull ups than necessary as arms will ache the next day. Every time I lift up my arms, there will be this strain. Fucking painful sia...Social Studies EOY this coming Friday. I not bloody ready yet. If only time is on my side. Oh yeah, me and my friends went 'trekking' last night! We went through the dark canals and so on. Quite scary yet awesome.
Right now, I really feel that my life somehow been changed in a way that people want to piss me off. Even now, the closest one I knew doesn't seem close to me anymore. Even my father is now blaming me for some things. I'll just pretend that all this have nothing to do with me, for now.
Right now, I really feel that my life somehow been changed in a way that people want to piss me off. Even now, the closest one I knew doesn't seem close to me anymore. Even my father is now blaming me for some things. I'll just pretend that all this have nothing to do with me, for now.
24 September, 2007
This blog have been moved to disastrous-me@blogspot.com due to the increasing number of people knowing about my blog. I want to go low-profile my friend, low-profile. Don't tell anyone ok those who already know about my new address?!
Let's see, school's such a bore. I could sleep for 2 full periods of physics. Blame it on my sleepiness. Oh yeah, there's some 'artwork' on the walls in our class. Not cool. Just plain stupid. Then, during assembly, damn rude, yes we are. Then when Ms Chua said ,"I want all those with long hairs to be cut", me and Daryl quickly hide behind our bags. Damn comical sia...After school, went to celebrate Nabilah's birthday. Happy 15th Bday Cyclops!! (she got sore eyes or infection or something at that time) Wanted to do all sorts of thing but damn troublesome and Daryl not sporting enough. Went home earlier than the others.
It's always a temptation for me to play soccer. Oh yea, thanks to that, I've got injured. My toe and knee hurts. Still can play soccer with that. About music now, if there's one pop artist I would listen to, it would be Timbaland. The beats he made are fcukin awesome! I wish that I could collaborate with him one day!
Let's see, school's such a bore. I could sleep for 2 full periods of physics. Blame it on my sleepiness. Oh yeah, there's some 'artwork' on the walls in our class. Not cool. Just plain stupid. Then, during assembly, damn rude, yes we are. Then when Ms Chua said ,"I want all those with long hairs to be cut", me and Daryl quickly hide behind our bags. Damn comical sia...After school, went to celebrate Nabilah's birthday. Happy 15th Bday Cyclops!! (she got sore eyes or infection or something at that time) Wanted to do all sorts of thing but damn troublesome and Daryl not sporting enough. Went home earlier than the others.
It's always a temptation for me to play soccer. Oh yea, thanks to that, I've got injured. My toe and knee hurts. Still can play soccer with that. About music now, if there's one pop artist I would listen to, it would be Timbaland. The beats he made are fcukin awesome! I wish that I could collaborate with him one day!
22 September, 2007
I hope people who knows about my blog don't spread about it to other people. I want to keep my blog/life on low profile. I'm counting on you! Finish my malay papers and to be sincere, the homework given by cikgu is way much harder than that. yeah, the paper was manageable. that aside, I simply can't keep up my promise. She has always been an addiction to me but soccer, it's hard to kick the habit but easy to kick the ball.
I've got religious class today but for the 3 hours of class, I slept through 1 hour of it. Sleepy lars. When woke up, my friend said, "Eh Dzul, what time you slept last night? You slept 1 hour sia!!" It's been routine lately. Sleeping at 12 and waking up at 5 for sahur. I got dark rings too. But all for a reason which is the stupid f&n coursework and geog assignment.Not only I'm depriving of sleep, there's money and her.*yawn*
I've got religious class today but for the 3 hours of class, I slept through 1 hour of it. Sleepy lars. When woke up, my friend said, "Eh Dzul, what time you slept last night? You slept 1 hour sia!!" It's been routine lately. Sleeping at 12 and waking up at 5 for sahur. I got dark rings too. But all for a reason which is the stupid f&n coursework and geog assignment.Not only I'm depriving of sleep, there's money and her.*yawn*
Labels: sleepy lar...
20 September, 2007
Exams start tomorrow. I'm prepared and ready for it. I think so.I will guarantee pass. Well, I hope so. I don't feel the feeling of confidence. Maybe I'm stress? Whatever the case maybe, I promise that I'll cut down on soccer and her. Hope she and I benefit from this. Let's just finish this damn exams and go home.
One day,
I'm gonna find a spot with some nice grass
on a nice and clear day,
somewhere away from that life
and lay there all day...
One day,
I'm gonna find a spot with some nice grass
on a nice and clear day,
somewhere away from that life
and lay there all day...
18 September, 2007
school's been tough. tougher than a boot camp. My brain is functioning more than usual so it may get some extraodinary results! And for some reason, I really love Maths and POA. Anything to do with lessons should be hated but I guess it's the teacher's fault for making that. (Teachers You Sucks!! Hahaha! For some of you.) anyway, yesterday's recess was a wet one. It was Hong Kwong's birthday and we pour pails of water over him. (4 full pails of water to be exact.) =)) Happy (Wet) Bday Dude!! In the end, Wan Hao and Daryl ended up washing up the toliets. Damn I was lucky. I hope this craziness ends but I simply can't live without it! Life is too bored for me. Exams are getting nearer and I've started my revision. Yes, I, Dzul Iman, has started my revision way back. Can't wait till exams over.
damn girl, i miss you so much.
even that one moment at the bustop can make me so happy.
you bring smiles to me girl.
loves u ships-loads!
damn girl, i miss you so much.
even that one moment at the bustop can make me so happy.
you bring smiles to me girl.
loves u ships-loads!
16 September, 2007
"How I wish the world would just come and go without me. I hate reality."
Stupid EOY exams. I fcuking hate it. Nowadays, parents will nag at you saying the same old damn thing, "Dzul! You exams are coming! What does soccer do you good in life! Go revise now!". Soccer do wonders in your life! That's my answer to them raging inside my head. Anyway, practically stayed the whole day at home trying to finish up English portfolios and a little bit of revising. Then at night came the most boring 2.5 hours of the week. Home tutors are definitely good. Good for you to yawn and sleep, that's what I think! MT Papers on this coming Friday and my Malay is damn kayu. Can the dude up there help me please??
Labels: back to class
14 September, 2007
ahhh...paranoid-dude@blogspot.com have been revived! I have taken this step as it will be my little diary, hopefully for a long time before I quit blogging again. A lot of things have changed in my life since my last post which I don't even know what it is. Let's just say that life has been pretty well and I would like thank God for achieving this. Obviously with some hard work from me. Hehehe! My studies is definitely improving and I hope it continues that way. Even though my behaviour is a bit unacceptable in class! Also, I have an awesome girlfriend. She is Nurul Humairaak and I love her to bits. Not to mention, I have some good friends in school . Arun, Jeremy and Ashraf are some of them. Lastly,I have very close friends/teammates/'brothers'. Haikal, Muhaimin, Zulkirman, Saiful, Suffian and Furqan. Thank you so much to them because without them, I would probably become a gangster and will be walking the wrong path. Hail Dualnho FC!!
CURRENTLY HAPPENING -
Now it's the month of Ramadhan where Muslims worldwide will be fasting. Those who doesn't fast probably are devils! Hahaha! Anyway, I need now some money to buy clothing's and my father only gave me $100. ???!!! What are you gonna do with 100 bucks? Haiz...Right now, what I want to do is to become a recognised person who plays good soccer and concetrate on my studies to promote to Sec 4 Express smoothly. Lastly, I want to say that I miss/love her many-many. This is a starting of a new chapter! =))
CURRENTLY HAPPENING -
Now it's the month of Ramadhan where Muslims worldwide will be fasting. Those who doesn't fast probably are devils! Hahaha! Anyway, I need now some money to buy clothing's and my father only gave me $100. ???!!! What are you gonna do with 100 bucks? Haiz...Right now, what I want to do is to become a recognised person who plays good soccer and concetrate on my studies to promote to Sec 4 Express smoothly. Lastly, I want to say that I miss/love her many-many. This is a starting of a new chapter! =))
Labels: A New Beginning
Yellowcard - Five Becomes Four
Needed some time
So I could find
A little strength to redefine
What I've become
What I have done
I never asked to be the one
I'm riding it out
This storm that you brought in
Bringing it down
One me around
For you, I'd go again
It's gotta be
Easy to see
What everyone takes out of me
Knocking me down
Dragging me out
How did you end up in that ground?
Did you run away?
Did you fall apart?
Did you see yourself
For what you are?
Will you be looking for it anymore
When five becomes four?
When you're all alone
With the melody
Do you close your eyes
And think of me?
Will you'll still hear me singing anymore
When five becomes four?
Try and put aside
Your history and pride
Maybe for one
Moment in time
We'll all be on your side
The story goes
Nobody knows
What it was like when you were through
Someone who cared
Out in the air
Didn't let them crash down anywhere
Did you run away?
Did you fall apart?
Did you see yourself
For what you are?
Will you be looking for it anymore
When five becomes four?
When you're all alone
With the melody
Do you close your eyes
And think of me?
Will you'll still hear me singing anymore
When five becomes four?
Remember the lie
Never said I
You were the reason I survived
Where did you go?
I need to know
I waited here, you never showed
It's gonna be
Harder for me
I can't forgive so many things
When you were down
I was around
Why would you try and hurt me now?
Just tell me why
Just tell me why
(Did you run away?)
(Did you run away?)
(Did you run away?)
Did you run away?
Did you fall apart?
Did you see yourself
For what you are?
Will you be looking for it anymore
When five becomes four?
When you're all alone
With the melody
Do you close your eyes
And think of me?
Will you'll still hear me singing anymore
When five becomes four?
When five becomes four
When five becomes four
Needed some time
So I could find
A little strength to redefine
What I've become
What I have done
I never asked to be the one
I'm riding it out
This storm that you brought in
Bringing it down
One me around
For you, I'd go again
It's gotta be
Easy to see
What everyone takes out of me
Knocking me down
Dragging me out
How did you end up in that ground?
Did you run away?
Did you fall apart?
Did you see yourself
For what you are?
Will you be looking for it anymore
When five becomes four?
When you're all alone
With the melody
Do you close your eyes
And think of me?
Will you'll still hear me singing anymore
When five becomes four?
Try and put aside
Your history and pride
Maybe for one
Moment in time
We'll all be on your side
The story goes
Nobody knows
What it was like when you were through
Someone who cared
Out in the air
Didn't let them crash down anywhere
Did you run away?
Did you fall apart?
Did you see yourself
For what you are?
Will you be looking for it anymore
When five becomes four?
When you're all alone
With the melody
Do you close your eyes
And think of me?
Will you'll still hear me singing anymore
When five becomes four?
Remember the lie
Never said I
You were the reason I survived
Where did you go?
I need to know
I waited here, you never showed
It's gonna be
Harder for me
I can't forgive so many things
When you were down
I was around
Why would you try and hurt me now?
Just tell me why
Just tell me why
(Did you run away?)
(Did you run away?)
(Did you run away?)
Did you run away?
Did you fall apart?
Did you see yourself
For what you are?
Will you be looking for it anymore
When five becomes four?
When you're all alone
With the melody
Do you close your eyes
And think of me?
Will you'll still hear me singing anymore
When five becomes four?
When five becomes four
When five becomes four