Today's post gonna be about a great band in the making. They simply rock and their tunes can't get out of my head. So awesome that i downloaded their album and 'advertise' them on my blog. The song that is playing is their 3rd single already. The song has nothing to do with an incident, it's just plain nice.
from left:Mateo Camargo(guitarist), Matthew Leone(bassist)
Nathan Leone(vocals), Dan Torelli (drums)
Madina Lake is a four member post hardcore/pop punk group with Heavy Metal influences from Chicago, Illinois. Their debut album From Them, Through Us, To You is out now on Roadrunner RecordsMadina Lake - One Last Kiss
She looked at me, her eyes were watering
That's when I knew that this was about to end
Frozen in that moment, time was standing still
And I could feel my heart sinking, fragile
Goodbye, she said
I went and found somebody new
But I gave you every waking moment
I gave you everything you wanted
And now, my love, you're giving me up?
You walked away and I could hardly breathe
I turned around and fell down to my knees
I'm shivering as the truth is settling
Her tomorrow has nothing to do with you
I knew someday that you'd find someone else's lips
But before you go
Could you just leave me one last kiss?
Cause I gave you every waking moment
I gave you everything you wanted
And now, my love, you're giving me up?
And I can't lie still
When there's someone else beside you
And I can't lie still
Cause I'm all alone this time
Cause I'm all alone this time
I'm all alone this time
I remember when you were falling
And I was there just holding onto you
And I'll remember all those
Scars I wear that you carved in me
I gave you every waking moment
I gave you everything you wanted
And now, my love is giving me up.
And I can't lie still
When there's someone else beside you
And I can't lie still
Cause I'm all alone this time
Cause I'm all alone this time
I'm all alone this time
it's officially over. i sense it for a long time.
got nothing much to comment though
except it's been great being with you.
don't let this incident affect us in the future.
for we are friends as always.
do take care and good luck in life.somehow i felt neutral over this incident.
there isn't any sadness, anger nor happiness.
the past is the past.i'll just look foward to the future.
whatever it is, i'll just smile brightly
regardless of what situation i'm in. =)))))
so i will say that i'm fine and alright.
my sprained ankle is gettin better now.
i should be able to play soccer top flight by weds.
foundation programme and ESSP starts tmr.
and i'm not in the mood to study. gotta work it out.
nightmare will officially start tomorrow
Labels: fine
5 minutes of running around the pitch
in return, you get one swollen and sprained ankle
utter disappointment I would say
regardless of that, Dualnho FC won 7-1
eat your own fcuking words assholes
emotionally, mentally and physically in painLabels: pain
I'll live this world like I wanted whether it concerns you or not.
I just don't care about this fcuking world I'm living in anymore...Labels: fly
it's really been a rollercoaster ride. Let's just keep it short. I may get retained or go to 4E but will be under 2 weeks probation which is damn fcuk'd up. Of course I chosen the 2nd option but it's tough as you need to stay back everyday after the foundation programme to do extra assignments. I'M SO FCUK'D UP. not only got this bullsh*t but there's also OSL meetings on like everyday after school closes. haiz...there goes my November, sadly.
sometimes, I felt something like thisyou could ignore this part if you want to. I type it down as it's another piece of unforgettable memories in my life.
OSL CAMP 19/10 - 21/10 [very,very long post]
day 1
yeah it was fun, memorable and had some unforgettable incident.my group's name is called SOLID BALLZ consisting of me, Brendan, Quenton, Harris, Praval, Faith, Ji Yun, Jia Qi, Nabilah, Tristan and Zi Kang.It's pretty explosive word if you think about it. a small amount of food will be given to each group of 8 hungry people. 2 cans of baked beans, 2 cans of sardines, 2 cans of hotdogs, 6 potatoes and 7 eggs were the food for the entire camp. how you plan your meal it's up to you so it's pretty cool except you will not be full. lunch, we managed to cook the nicest rice without a rice cooker, by accident! then, after lunch, we had to pack the stuffs we bringing to Cambodia and had plan out our lessons plans that we'll be giving to the kids in Cambodia. My group will be doing interaction so I kinda like it. dinner, we had to prepare our dinner with charcoal. luckily, NCC taught me how to do it. then we have to wash up everything including ourselves. during showering, Amos ask "Anyone needs shampoo?" then Hassan reply no. Amos replied back, "eh Hassan, i wasn't talking to you lars". i couldn't stop laughing as Hassan is botak so do he still need to shampoo? hahas. around 11, we all gather at the amphitheater to do reflection as a whole team. it was the most suckiest part of the camp as the teachers kept on blabbering about the 3 barriers; emotional, mental, physical and taught us the REAL definition of 'Reflection'. so if you thought you know what's reflection is, you just don't know nuts about it.
day 2
the session went on until 2.30. i was so tired that i dozed off and wake up almost more than a dozen times. then, we were dismissed and i knocked out around 3.30. woke up at 5.30 and had some PT. after that, , we had breakfast. breakfast was damn simple as each group had to share a loaf of bread and i only ate 2 slices of bread with jam. then, we had our VWO visit to Toa Payoh to help out elderly people at their 1 room flats. I gotten a visually handicapped man who only speaks Hokkien. So throughout the whole time, Amos, who's the only one who could speak that language, kept talking to him. then around 1, arrived back at school and had catered lunch. ah...real food finally. then, we had to practice our performance. that was fun times. all the way until 6 where our group supposed to set up the pits for our cooking without electricity which means no light. it was a disaster as people instead of helping, they destroy the fire. i nearly wanted to shout at them to stop doing it. if all fails, we cheat lors. we get some solid fuels and quickly cook the food. dinner was the best meal as everyone ate until they're full. at 9, while people was watching the movie, Pay It Foward, me, Ashraf and Jeremy clean up the pits. quite nice as we use firehose to clean up and bath! then went for the movie at 10 and just couldn't know how many times I dozed off. Mr Ho stopped the movie half-way as a lot of people are sleeping. then, we had our reflection session. even though, we had our reflection done properly, still with the teacher's blabbering, it stretch all the way until 3.
day 3
this time, as soon as i rest on my sleeping bag, i immediately knocked out. woke up at 7.10 and wash up for a while. then, breakfast the usual. after breakfast, we have to practice out our performance again. at around1030, the Cambodian guy came and we had a lesson on Cambodia language. at 12, we had reflection and plans for the Cambodia trip all the way until 1.30. area cleaning until 2 then break camp
on a Sunday. went riot at KFC with the whole gang. as i soon as i drink pepsi, my sore throat immediately cured. joked around until 4. then went home.
well, congrats if you read the whole thing. what I learnt from this camp is that community service can be involved regardless of different languages and manage my emotional, mental and physical barriers. got school tomorrow and yet, posting this in the middle of the night. the new song I put up really reflect how I feel right now.
love you.miss you.need you.
Labels: magic
Angels & Airwaves - Everything's Magic
And do you ever feel like you're alone?
And do you ever wish you'd be unknown?
I could say that I have..
I could say that I have..
And do you ever feel things here aren't right?
And do you ever feel the time slip by?
I can say that I have..
And I can say that I have..
So hear this please
And watch as your heart speeds up endlessly
And look for the stars as the sun goes down
Each breath that you take has a thunderous sound
Everything, everything's magic
Just sit back and hold on, but hold on tight
Prepare for the best and the fastest ride
And reach out your hand, and I'll make you mine
Everything, everything's magic
And do you ever lay awake at night?
And do you ever tell yourself don't try?
Don't try to let yourself down
Don't try to let yourself down
And do you ever see yourself in love?
And do you ever take a chance, my love?
Because you know that I will..
Because you know that I will..
So hear this please
And watch as your heart speeds up endlessly
And look for the stars as the sun goes down
Each breath that you take has a thunderous sound
Everything, everything's magic
Just sit back and hold on, but hold on tight
Prepare for the best and the fastest ride
And reach out your hand, and I'll make you mine
Everything, everything's magic
Everything, everything's magic
So hear this please
And watch as your heart speeds up endlessly
And look for the stars as the sun goes down
Each breath that you take has a thunderous sound
Everything, everything's magic
Just sit back and hold on, but hold on tight
Prepare for the best and the fastest ride
And reach out your hand, and I'll make you mine
Everything, everything's magic
back to blogging.been MIA for a while.
I was overseas staying with other relatives.
because of the kampung-ness, it was really fun.
then, I would like to thank all the people who wish me a happy birthday
whether in the form of comment, words, present or sms. I greatly appreaciate it.
you people simply rock, period! love ya nenek! thanks for the 'hongbao'!
results came out yesterday. many went into emo mode.
for those who cried, please don't get too upset
the other marks may pull you up
and also, you'll look ugly if you cry. =))
i really edge out of the exams. marks doesn't convince me enough.
not really sure whether 4E is my place next year.
then, my favourite hobby called soccer.
i'm seriously disappointed with myself. =((
my performance is really dropping, sharply.
gotta catch some sleep. i got dark rings! shit lars...
selamat hari raya aidilfitri to all muslims and non-muslims worldwide.
maaf zahir dan batin.Labels: the aftermath
not supposed to post but who cares?
will be a short one though
3 more papers/2 more days to go
4 more days till finish puasa
No mood to raya lars
15 years going through the same thing
Just wanna finish puasa, that's all
plans after the examinations
CHILL, EXPLORE and RECREATE.
to where? i still don't know.
I got a few places in mind
going to Cambodia on the 17th Nov
can't wait to help those people
oh yea, really can't wait to beat those
JSS Sec 3 NA and NT people in soccer
right now, I'm feeling somewhat awkward
scared of Geog and F&N paper tomorrow
can't wait for those 3 papers to end
I already got a celebration in mind
right after the last paper ends. =))
your words really comfort me.6 more papers to go! wohooo~ I'm already feeling the after-exam feeling [wtf?]. Couldn't wait after finish fasting and exams so could go play field soccer. To the teams that will be playing us, watch out!
I got dark rings around my eyes. I'm seriously lacking of sleep these few days. Hoping that could sleep till afternoon on a Sat but no thanks to an idiot who switched off the air-con, I was sweating in my sleep! Woke up 8.30 and i wish i could kick myself in the head for waking up so early.
today, went for religious class in the afternoon and also went to the barber to just thin my hair. i wanna to keep my hair long until school starts next year. then soccer at late afternoon. the match was bloody intense. people say it's just a game but to me it's like a fight to the death. I guess i really love soccer! also, i would like to intro Yasser who maybe joining the team. my teammates were damn impressed with him and so was I. I like to thank Yasser for joining the team. I swear I could have just faint when playing just now. after scoring winning goal, i collapsed to the ground in exhaustion. damn i was happy and tired.
then at night, finally chat with her after a long time. i seriously miss her loads. then went for night studying with friends.
sucha long post for today. obviously on a Sat where there's no school tomorrow. oh yea, will be helping out at Furqan's house tomorrow to clean the house. since when we became cleaners?
Time, where are you? I need you.
F&N Coursework due tomorrow, Chemistry and POA exam tomorrow
you too money, where you both go?
damn, I'm really fcuk'd up now.
Labels: shit
and she's sixteen!!TAKE NOTE:
When teacher is not around, chill at that empty class next door.
Never fall asleep in Mr Zulkefly's class.
Always remember to bring extra tissue packet to school.
Do not be involved in rowdy activities.
Roughly 1 and a half more weeks until the end of exams.
I'm looking forward to the after-life of exams.
to XxXx:I don't whether if it was referring to me but all I know is you just exaggerating you fucker.
dammit. where'd you go? I really miss you...Labels: busy
