Labels: break
11 November, 2007
1st of all, sorry bloggie for not updating you for so long.been really busy with the work from the ESSP and the foundation programme.it's been 8 days of reckoning. i never had anything as 'low' as this before and to top it all, i was caught for having **** inside my bag. the word to describe it is beyond explanation. i never felt so fcuk'd up in my life before. now that ordeal has ended. I'll probably get my 'time' when school reopens next year. i deserve my break. won't be too long before I'll be leaving to Cambodia. On the 17th of Nov, 6am at the airport. Well, I certainly using my break to good use that's for sure. Went out with Brenda and Wan Ting on Thurs to have a jolly good time. The pictures are below if you wanna see it. On Fri, went back just to get the report book instead the teachers took advantage of us by helping them carry their stuffs over to the temp structure. not just stuff, heavy stuffs and lots of them too. After that, went for Fri prayers and play soccer till evening. then today had religious class until 5 and went to play soccer again till late evening. Well, at least I'm putting my holidays to good use. Tomorrow will be following my Bro to play soccer with his friends.Let's see how good is his friends and how they will be shocked by me. MUAHAHA! i needed that evil laugh. =)))
Madina Lake - Here I Stand
my hands shake cause today,
i know you're gonna break my heart and,
my life without you in it
is a life thats not worth living.
i'll be strong but i wish i was someone else,
anyone but me tonight
here i stand, all alone,tonight
and i wish i was strong enough to breathe
without you, in my life,
i wish i was anyone but me.
so I'll start to pretend I'm ok
but you should know by now that
my life is smoke and mirrors,
the one thing is crystal clear
that i'm the one wishing i was someone else,
Anyone but me tonight
here i stand (here i stand)
all alone, (here i stand)
tonight (here i stand)
and i wish i was strong enough to breathe (here i stand)
without you, (here i stand)
in my life, (here i stand)
i wish i was anyone but me.
(Where do we go?) (Where do we go?)
inside i start to fall apart. (Where do we go?)
and i'll pretend I'm holding on (Where do we go?)
so i guess i'll bleed in silence.(In silence)
i guess i'll bleed in silence.
here i stand (here i stand)
all alone, (here i stand)
tonight (here i stand)
and i wish i was strong enough to breathe (here i stand)
without you, (here i stand)
in my life, (here i stand)
i wish i was anyone but me.
here i stand (here i stand)
all alone, (here i stand)
tonight (here i stand)
and i wish i was strong enough to breathe (here i stand)
without you, (here i stand)
in my life, (here i stand)
i wish i was anyone but me.
my hands shake cause today,
i know you're gonna break my heart and,
my life without you in it
is a life thats not worth living.
i'll be strong but i wish i was someone else,
anyone but me tonight
here i stand, all alone,tonight
and i wish i was strong enough to breathe
without you, in my life,
i wish i was anyone but me.
so I'll start to pretend I'm ok
but you should know by now that
my life is smoke and mirrors,
the one thing is crystal clear
that i'm the one wishing i was someone else,
Anyone but me tonight
here i stand (here i stand)
all alone, (here i stand)
tonight (here i stand)
and i wish i was strong enough to breathe (here i stand)
without you, (here i stand)
in my life, (here i stand)
i wish i was anyone but me.
(Where do we go?) (Where do we go?)
inside i start to fall apart. (Where do we go?)
and i'll pretend I'm holding on (Where do we go?)
so i guess i'll bleed in silence.(In silence)
i guess i'll bleed in silence.
here i stand (here i stand)
all alone, (here i stand)
tonight (here i stand)
and i wish i was strong enough to breathe (here i stand)
without you, (here i stand)
in my life, (here i stand)
i wish i was anyone but me.
here i stand (here i stand)
all alone, (here i stand)
tonight (here i stand)
and i wish i was strong enough to breathe (here i stand)
without you, (here i stand)
in my life, (here i stand)
i wish i was anyone but me.